You know, I always imagine that city in the night always looks more amazing. I always wondering, if I can spend the night to see the stars in Bukit Bintang * I always love stars*, or just for couple of minutes take a look down at Pasopati, just see all of the house and the light from the buildings, or eating in the restaurant's roof at the night, or just take a walk, breathe the night air, see people. Even tonight, I told ka weni after our karaoke time, that Ciwalk looks better in the night. Night is always more romantic, right?
Yeah, I know, because I still live with my parents, I do not allowed to do all of those things. My parents always call me when I go home late, and I have never been allowed to take a walk at night. It's just frustrating sometimes.
Tonight, when I heard those people play the music, I feel a little bit sad when I realize I have never had a chance to enjoy the night, at least till now. To take a walk in the night, just to see people, breathe the cold air, or see the lights from building. I have a dream, that someday, when I can choose my own way, I can enjoy everything that I missed now. But now, as long as I live under my parent's roof, I have to respect their rules. They're very strict about 'jam malam' and everything. I always want to explain that what I want is not going in the night without any purpose, just wasting my time, with no rules. All I want is just a little bit freedom to can enjoy every detail thing that I always think beautiful. Yah, I just want to see the night sky, with the stars, breathe the fresh air which just available in the night. Going to see the music concert or whatever it is in the night sometimes. Just things like that.
Maybe sometimes, they forgot how it feels when you're young. They's just love their kids, and want the good things for their children. It;s difficult to understand, for me,but it's okay. I have to be patient, right, because my time will be come. Soon.
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