Jumat, 11 Juli 2014

Have you ever heard Stuck in the Moment You Can't Get Out by U2?

A very good song from U2, really. 

Yeah I like the song, a lot, but I do not want to be the one who stuck in the moment they can't get out. Because in some points, I think I already was there. Last night I had a dream and there was him in there. When I woke up in the morning, it was still feel a little bit hurt. Never hate you, never, but why do I have to stuck in that moment? Why can I just get out? If get out is the best option that I have, why am I being so stubborn?

I am asking my self. 

Because, maybe, even if you know the right answer, the best choice that you should take, it's still not easy to take that. Sometimes you've become such an idiot who do not think with your logic.

It's sounds pathetic, and I have to feel ashamed to say this, but honestly, I am a little bit missing you. It's stupid, I know, but can it change what I feel?

No it can't. But also it's useless. I will never feel free if I still stuck in that moment. You have been decided to end it. I always say to my self, you are the one who decide it, not me. So I have to learn accept it and get out from that moment. Try to find a peace for myself. Try to find a closure for you. Because, what else can I do? I do not have another options. 

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